Do we see enlightenment and delusion as two separate things as people commonly believe? (Jijiyu Zanmai). What does Dogen’s practice-realization mean in terms of
our directed efforts in practice to awaken from our stories and see the truth
of life? Or how do we actually
live if The Circle of the Way is happening simultaneously in every moment. These questions are actually quite
similar to Dogen’s original question as he embarked on his pilgrimage to
China. If we are always absorbed
in inherent enlightenment, always present in the mystery of life, why do we
have to practice? Or what is
practice?
Dogen placed great emphasis on understanding enlightenment
as seen without the veil of our human perceptions. He wanted us to know enlightenment within boundless time and
space, which he incredibly and poetically expressed in Jijiyu Sanmai in the Shobogenzo fascicle Bendowa. He did not
want us to see enlightenment as an event, a moment, or a certain experience in
the timeline of our life but rather as the actually process of living.
Dogen wishes us to understand how to live as clearly and
directly as we can, without the two veils of the human mind.
1.
The veil of our reactive emotions which
centralize around an “I, me or mine” and our likes and dislikes – our egocentric
preferences.
2.
And the veil of our perceptions and hidden
assumptions. Our assumptions, as the
Diamond sutra explains: of
a.
A self
b.
A “being”
c.
A life span
d.
A soul – something solid that exists endlessly
Another way of looking at the veil of perceptions is to
divide it into:
1 1.
spatial – attached to self and being, seeing things as solid
and individual units
2. temporal – attached to life and rebirth, and the
idea of a linear timeline
3. conceptual – attached to
dharmas and no-dharmas, or being and non-being
Edward
Conze wrote that no separate dharma can possibly be perceived without a
subjective act of perception taking place. He explained “the word
“perceptions” comes from per-cap and capio which means “to take hold of, seize,
grasp” but to seize on anything, either a dharma or a no-dharma, or
enlightenment and delusion, automatically involves an act of preference bound
up with self interest, self-assertion, and self-aggrandizement and therefore
unbecoming to the selfless.”
I
think this is the way Dogen feels about the enlightenment-delusion
duality. If we locate
enlightenment with a certain time and a certain place, it’s actually being
perceived through the misunderstandings of our assumptions – our veil of
perceptions. In many of his
writings, Dogen tries to break open our categorizations of enlightenment (kensho
and satori) and bring it to an understanding of boundless space and time.
He
writes in Jijuyu Zanmai: If practice and enlightenment were separate
as people commonly believe, it would be possible for them to perceive each
other. But that which is
associated with perceptions cannot be the standard of enlightenment because
deluded human sentiment (our two veils of emotional reactivity and
perceptions) cannot reach the standard of
enlightenment.
So
to understand practice-realization, we have to understand the effort of
practice and the letting go that comes from inherent enlightenment. There is an effort to be aware and
there is a letting go of our assumptions, to drop into a reality that is not
shaped by our karmic consciousness.
We need to be settled in the self,
which means to me, alive and present in the true reality of this moment without
adding on our mental commentary and evaluation. As Katagiri Roshi often said, “your activity here
and now is right in the middle of the functioning of the universe.” As we mature our awareness of the
working of the universe and its inherent enlightenment, our practice becomes spontaneous,
non-perceptual and let go of self-consciousness. This stream of
awakening is enlightenment, which never excludes any being or never moves a speck of dust or destroys a single form.
(Jijuyu zanmai). In this
clarity, enlightenment and delusion are not seen as opposites and we have truly
awakened to the aliveness of this moment.
This is in accord with Dogen’s writing in “Daigo” that says,
Daily life reflects realization. We are able to freely utilize the
realization and realization disappears through the act of letting go.
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